Kim is a "deep thinker". He does lots of training at the Hospital in personality type things. Boy he sure should have researched "me" more before taking the plunge! :) jk It has been an incredibly healing year. I have found purpose and a future once again. I love being part of a "we" not just a "me". Granted it needs to be someone who contributes emotionally to that relationship. I am saying that to my single friends. I know that it wasn't an accident that we found each other. I have watched Nicole learning to trust and love again. She is incredibly strong but there are things I struggle to do that Kimball so easily provides for her. He takes her driving in the church parking lot. Now when she hit the accelerator instead of the brake...I would have screamed...he just laughed and gave her instruction. To everyone that said they couldn't do what I have had to do this past 4 years. I say...I pray you never have to. Paul's death was so incredibly hard and left a whole in my heart that was almost fatal. I know that no matter how hard the trial seems today...there will be a rainbow...and you will know, understand and be stronger at the end. It isn't about finding a place to hide but a place to bloom and keep growing. I love my family and friends for holding me and strengthening me when I could not stand alone. I love my Heavenly Father for seeing my needs as a widow and sending me Kimball. It has been a wonderful year! Life is Good!!!
